On the scale of life, I lean more towards happiness. Things occur in such an abrupt manner, I don't know what to think of it. I suppose that is how it happens. I try to be patient but I am realizing that I simply can't wait.
Action is synonymous with now at the age of nineteen. I feel more mature about decisions and I feel less regret. Maybe it's the fact that I don't care as much of what people think.
Rather than finish my last paper, I am going to pull an all nighter instead. I love living life on the edge.
I really want to color right now. I feel like too much of an adult and I don't like it. Don't get me wrong, but sometimes, I just need to go outside the lines of maturity.
My goal this month is to be stress free. These past two weeks have drained the life out of me. I want to pick up a new hobby and stay dedicated.
One of my friends recently came out. I always admire the ones who are courageous. For a really long time I've questioned my beliefs on sexuality and what I am fond of. It is only today that I've learned that it really doesn't matter. I can love anyone if I put my heart and soul into it.
I really want to go back to where I was yesterday. I felt peaceful there and nothing I stressed about mattered. As I stepped back into reality, it hit me hard and I instantly became a hermit crab, locked inside of my room as I had been before. I dislike that I am so attached.
I don't cry when I am sad. I cry when I am happy. I shed a few tears last night. :)
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