Life for me is at somewhat of a standstill. I never thought I'd be in a situation where I felt as if the background was moving much faster than my thoughts. I need to catch up. But that is me. Doing more than I can handle. Either I can do it or I can't.

I hope this year, I can figure it all out and work towards my goal of doing something amazing to help the world.

As I steadily get my schedule in order for what is no doubt going to be a hectic year, I look back at how my life has changed this past summer break. A lot has actually. Some things that still amaze me to this day.

But what i wanted to discuss was the caring support of someone that barely knows me. Someone who isn't judgmental and just accepts me for who I am, no strings attached. I love the way it feels when I'm with them. My world slows down and it all begins to make sense. I can easily put things together whenever I'm around them. It feels good.

I really don't want to let it go but I know that one day, I'll get over this phase and will have to. Leaving though, with plenty of life lessons learned and no regrets. And they will understand exactly what I will go through and let me go with high hopes and praises for me. I love that about them.

Letting go is inevitable, but who said it had to be right away?

I feel good. I feel happy. I feel stressed. I feel incomplete. I feel content. I feel like a headache is swirling around. But these are all positive feelings that will improve my life.