Thoughts on Friday

I don't care much about the judgment of others. It bothers me that most of my decisions have been based on what other people than rather than what I think is rational and good for me. I am happy right now and that's all that matters. If in the end, things don't work out and I get hurt, then so be it. It's all a part of life's plan. Love is such a powerful thing. I'm just going where it tells me to go instead of figuring it out. Because, I never will. Lust is a part of love. Of course there will be physical attraction to someone you want to get to know more. But consensual agreement is what is most important. Communicate/trust is what is necessary and the comfort that the person laying in your arms is not going to hurt you. Sometimes, I may be blinded and naive, but I feel like I am making the smartest decisions right now when I'm just going with the flow and doing what I want with the person I adore.