Totally just in one of those funky moods where I just need to cry.

I just want to be by myself and cry.

I hate the way my emotions take over sometimes. It drives me mad. I think too much and I just so caught up and too involved with my feelings. I wish I wasn't this way. I feel so bipolar and crazy. I just want to be normal and not be so invested and attached to people. It is really exhausting to try so hard to commit to something that isn't even proper. I always get caught up in these positions where I feel so broken in the end. I know tomorrow I'll feel better about it but I just have to stop beating myself up over what has already happened. I shouldn't overanalyze the things people write or say to me.

Is it human nature that we make things more difficult than they seem?
Why does life persist to throw obstacles in our way or are they creations of our own reckless minds?
Should I be worried about something I don't know about?
And should I care about events that have already occurred?
Philosophical masters of the world can't even find answers to the questions we seek.
And it's much too difficult to figure it out on our own.
There is no proof to anything.
We can research all we want
but at the end of the day, life is just a variable in an equation we can't seem to find the solution to.